March 2012
Anyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
February 2012
you’re fucked up. i’m fucked up. we’re perfect together. ugh. i just really need to see you right now. you’d tell me everything is okay. and i’d tell you everything is okay. and everything would be okay because i’d be with you. asdfghkkl;